| 503 busy bee |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|10:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  busy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Beautiful Dirty Rich - Lady Gaga | ] |
Ever since I read an article about transgendered youths when I was in kindergarten, I've always been secretly petrified that I might have hidden un-descended testicles. This has been plaguing me for a very long time, so I just wanted to put it out there.
Today I made a very unfortunate venture into the Matrimonial Department and I am never going back. I actually have work to do now. I've read through 6 versions of the same Affidavit, and all I can say is that I want all these people to STFU and stop quarreling over who paid for their son's sandwiches, it's so ridiculous. I've never ever thought about marriage, and reading through transcripts of some marriages' slow decay hasn't exactly worked positively.
Can TOP & Kim Hyun Joong stop being so respectively bad-ass & handsome? My ovaries are on the verge of jumping out of my body and slapping themselves onto the screen. Yes, beautiful mental image. |
|
|
| 502 sleape please, sleep plees |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|11:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Cinderella (Umbrella remix) - Chris Brown ft. Rihanna | ] |
Twitter is seriously devouring my linguistic ability, I should just bugger off Livejournal and set up base camp on the Twitter-verse. I realise I've always talked about closing this account but I never have, I guess it really means too much to me.
Today I sang at the Faculty Outing! The gig can only be described as Smoke Machines, I don't think I did it as well as I could have, somehow my standard always drops during the actual performance. I guess I have to get over that inconsistency if I'm going to be a superstar. The only person who said I was good was ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) david2005lim, homie got ma back.
Work has been cruel & tiring, my day is Wake Bathe Work Work Work Lunch Extended Lunch Work Work Work Work Dinner Home E-mail/Facebook/Twitter Bathe Sleep. I hate the grind, if this internship taught me anything it'd be that I cannot stand desk jobs. I shall post up photos of my barren workplace soon. Somehow, even though I'm practically in the middle of the office, it is the most desolate seat you can find: no desk partners, surrounded by Construction & Engineering files, the Legal Associate who's supposed to occupy the office behind my cubicle has been mysteriously missing the entire week. On the other side of my cubicle wall are a lot of boxes between me & human contact.
As Clay Aiken said, AND SOLITAIRE'S THE ONLY GAME IN TOWN~~. Literally, because I don't exactly have anything else to do on the computer. |
|
|
| 501 SS |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|12:12 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Enough - Chris Tomlin | ] |
Talking to Junde today made me reconsider a lot of things. It made me remember the time that I felt God's presence the strongest. When I went to church only sporadically and was on the verge of not turning up at all, He called me to Him again by giving me an opportunity to work in His ministry as a worship leader, and I really don't think there has ever been an event in my life that has made me so eternally grateful for His love & mercy than that.
Now as the head of the music ministry, it's all about passing on the same gift to the younger members, and seeing them grow both in their ability & spirituality. It makes me wonder about all the other people I've missed out out there, who are unfortunate enough to fall off that edge and not having someone there to pick them up and bring the back to God again.
The week's been so busy I haven't been able to type up anything, I could have written much more when the thoughts were still fresh in my mind but I am just so tired. |
|
|
| 500 |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|09:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Thinking Of You - Katy Perry | ] |
It is surprisingly tiring, sitting in an office on the 17th floor doing nothing. It must be all that height.
Twitter has ruined me completely, it has sucked up my soul and spat it out in 140 character-long sentences. I am now incapable of thinking in paragraphs, which is clearly going to do wonders for my essays to come. I hope the tutors appreciate the Cold War summarised into many short bite-sized sentences.
I hate desk jobs. Shall elaborate later on. Need to sleep. |
|
|
| 499 I hate office wear. |
[Nov. 2nd, 2009|10:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | No Air - Van Tramp | ] |
"I want to be Britney Spears, Lady Gaga & Park Bom all rolled into one!!"
"...you want to not wear pants 3 times continuously?"
That somehow still doesn't faze me. |
|
|
| 498 Learn Chinese. |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|05:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Get Back - Ludacris | ] |
1. If it were up to me, and if I were busy enough, I think I really could survive on Weider-In Jelly alone for every meal.
2. I keep typing Laos as Laoz, clearly the country is too cool for me.
3. December's going to be a good month, I can feel it. November just feels like a whole colony of insects have crawled up my bottom, and it's only the 1st day.
4. Why is Russell Brand so incredibly sexy? I could stare at those cheekbones forever. As jundaloop would put it, I'd do him if he didn't possibly have genital herpes.
5. I have rented Tropic Thunder & Don't Mess With The Zohan. I am in for very intellectual evenings with myself. Also, the Chinese A-levels are tomorrow, after that the days of the pork fried rice and the chicken wings coming to your house by me is over, 'cos when the punks come out y'all gon' speak Chinese. |
|
|
| 497 |
[Oct. 31st, 2009|10:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Lip Gloss - Lil Mama | ] |
This year's Trick-Or-Treating has been completely ruined by the first tsunami to hit Singapore, I was so nice & dead all for nothing. So Edward brought me to the dinner in church which was fun, and Free Pizza is somewhere around Free Candy on the scale of blessed manna, so I am rather satisfied.
During the long wait at home, however, I threw myself into the ocean in an attempt to literally drown myself in boredom.
Oh Victoria, where do you get your sense of humour from. |
|
|
| 496 Ellie Grace! Don't say such a thing! |
[Oct. 29th, 2009|11:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  pessimistic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Live Forever - Oasis | ] |
I got my bangs cut again, but the salon lady cut them straight instead of jagged, and now I look like ( this ).
I could be a part of this family. Bad lifestyle decisions, Victoria, because I look like an idiot with those bangs and without eyeliner. |
|
|
| 495 spoon |
[Oct. 29th, 2009|01:08 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
Nothing annoys me more than when people obviously do not understand what they're doing, it's like watching a flock of bloody seagulls getting excited over spoons in the sunlight, not everything shiny is relevant I can't believe a 3000 word count exploded into 6000. I'll take the spoons away if I want to take the spoons away, I wish they weren't so obstinate about their bloody spoons. I hate to say this, but this is a benevolent dictatorship, not a democracy.
Anger aside, I have this unbelievable craving for kimchi, maybe I will start breathing fire if I eat it. I want to eat Deok Bok Gi as well, my menstrual cycle must be going Korean this month. Going back to RGS for the juniors' production made me miss acting so much, especially in cute little original productions, I miss the stupid jokes and the cross-dressing.
I am so hungry, and I'm in a such a foul mood because I haven't been sleeping. |
|
|
| 494 Drillin' & Chillin' |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|03:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  rushed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | When The Stars Go Blue - Tyler Hilton & Bethany Joy Lenz | ] |
It's been 4 days! I haven't updated in 4 days! 4 days of exciting activity!
My grades for the Promos are somewhere in the middle of "...oh ok." & "...oh damn.", which are both reasonable reactions because you can't really go that far off with the dramatics when you have straight Bs. Remember how I was complaining about how I simply refuse to get a B? Life bites you in the balls.
It really disturbs me that Owl City sounds exactly like Stars. I know that Stars has a female voice somewhere in there while Owl City doesn't, but I thought they killed her off or something, it's the exact same accent & the exact same synth-pop beats which gets at me after a while. What else really disturbs me is that I keep waking up on the floor, which means I have either fallen asleep there, or have been knocked out by someone. It appears to be that narcolepsy might just be knocking on my front door holding a bouquet. I think it's going to finally make its move soon ♥.
In any case, now that I know I qualify to take pretty much any H3 subject I want, I have made my decision, & so it's H3 Chinese all the way. |
|
|
| 493 down down down down down |
[Oct. 23rd, 2009|10:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | No Diggity - Black Street | ] |
I've been very lazy with my Livejournal, bad Victoria.
The fruits of Promos have so far been 2 Bs, there isn't a lot to be happy about nor a lot to be sad about, because at least I can take comfort in that they were good Bs. I'm covered in B(ee)s!!
PMS is probably already hacking its way through my system with a spiked jackhammer, the water retention has yet to explode unto my face but I'm feeling all sad & lonely & unwanted, I hate how I never know if its genuine depression or just my uterus wanting to Get Her Freak On, but for now I am going to partake in some healthy introspection about my life, which shall presumably not end in abrupt suicide.
I get sad when there's no one around me who gets my Eddie Izzard references. |
|
|
| 492 Sleep & Curry. |
[Oct. 21st, 2009|09:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Love Story - Taylor Swift | ] |
My intuition has been failing me, I keep doing things that should have really been much better thought out.
I have nothing particularly illuminating to say right now, except that I might have lost my pencil box. |
|
|
| 491 curry curry curry curry curry |
[Oct. 19th, 2009|09:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Down - Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne | ] |
I refuse to worry about grades, because I think I did the best I could do with the preparations I had, I have committed all of it to my God & wherever things are headed I am completely sure that it's all a part of God's plan for my life, so I have nothing to worry about. God has been with me & will always be with me through all exams/auditions/performances, & His guidance has never failed me. It is only when I try to do everything on my own that things fall apart, & this time I trust in Him fully to bring me wherever it is I need to go.
In dietary news, I am going to give birth to a monster baby made of oil & sugar & coconut milk, I feel like all these things have coagulating in my blood stream & are going to ooze out of my pores any time now. I will wake up and find myself wading in a pool of cholesterol.
I am also hosting a pimple party between my eyebrows, you'd think they'd be a bit more considerate & leave after a while. It's impolite to stay this long. |
|
|
| 490 Sleep cycles. |
[Oct. 18th, 2009|10:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Listen - Beyonce | ] |
♥ ♥ ♥ I don't see any hearts on my Livejournal, is there nothing for me to love anymore?! ♥ ♥ ♥
This is going to be a bit anti-climactic for my first post in a week, but when I got on the plane, I wore a beanie over bangs that covered by eyes, eyeliner, black frames, sneakers, skinny jeans & a black hoodie. It has been very long since I felt like such a teenager.
Yes, I think I'm all set to be 14 years old. |
|
|
| 489 |
[Oct. 10th, 2009|12:27 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Livin' On A Prayer - Bon Jovi | ] |
I want to sleep now, but it is not in good spirit to sleep at a time like this! How else will I commemorate the symbolic turning of the clock from 00:28 to 00:29? It is a moment of great significance to us all, I simply cannot afford to miss it! |
|
|
| 488 Sleep. |
[Oct. 9th, 2009|10:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Miss Baltimore Crabs (Hairspray OST) - Michelle Pfeiffer | ] |
I guess it's time for a greater, consolidated entry on the entire process of Promos, but writing about 247 essays within the span of 5 days has sufficiently wiped out my creative reserve.
The week fizzled out just as all recent exams have, I suppose it's a growing recognition of the greater truths beyond school & academics. I've discovered a lot, but I hardly want to describe it in words and pull a david2005lim. Needless to say God has been the ultimate source of strength and support throughout all this time, except I can't help but notice the hypocrisy in periods of anxiety and tension. Everyone seems to only now turn to their gods, and as much as I'm genuinely happy to see people stepping on a possible recourse to their faiths I find it hard to accept their current behaviour when I see their godlessness in happier times. I am struck by the emptiness of their words.
Cynicism be gone!!! I don't want others seeing me like this, so I'm going to do my best to avoid that. I think all this ill feeling I have is consistent with my world right now, it's so hateful & everyone is so hateful & in the words of Rodney King "People, I just want to say, you know, can we all get along?". |
|
|
| 487 heavy cockney accents |
[Oct. 6th, 2009|06:02 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | You Don't Love Me - The Kooks | ] |
I have sat on a hard surface for 3 hours & then another 3 hours today, I think my ass has ceased to exist as an entity in itself, it has either been compressed into my bones or pushed to the sides of my thighs. Tomorrow I am going to bring a cushion to LT5 or at least a floatie, I know I am going to look like I have hemorrhoids but my butt hurts so much I cannot even begin. The problem with Asians...
Speaking of asses, guess what I'm going to get for my Economics paper! But actually, I have to say that it wasn't traumatising for me at all, I guess it was one of the first exams that I've had my faith in the right place. I feel horrible whenever I say I'm going to be slapped in the face with a Fail for any exam, because it just means I don't have faith in God to tide me over it... So I'm going to leave my faith in the right place that it has found, and go read me some Communism in South-East Asia take a nap. |
|
|
| 486 quickie buickie |
[Oct. 5th, 2009|07:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Radar - Britney Spears | ] |
I interrupt all possibly productive study schedules to bring to you news: someone called Adam de Wanderer has added me on Facebook, and his profile is seriously making me consider adding him back.
Apart from that his Activities include Singing- Party World KTV, K-Box (very expensive), his Interests are Talking to chinese girls loh... Haha... and Make friends with people who are 5 years older or younger than me. His photos are made up entirely of Pick Your Friends! memes & Pet Society screen-shots, though there is one photo of him getting his freak on with a bunch of girls. Hmm.
In any case, I have lost KI to the wandering winds of dismal grades, it is very demoralising it makes me want to stop studying altogether & also I am very hungry. |
|
|
| 485 Pierre |
[Oct. 2nd, 2009|04:09 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Tears - Robots In Disguise | ] |
Plan for the day: Romance my Literature texts for a bit, then pound my soul into mince making notes for SEA Nation-Building.
Being able to lie down and stretch out feels amazing, my cramps are un-cramping themselves and unfortunately my brain is also slowly unraveling and sliding out from my ears into a thick messy slop. Quick update, I guess, before I stick my head back into the cowpat called Promotionals Preparations. |
|
|
| 484 Twitter-ize me. |
[Sep. 29th, 2009|11:48 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Whatcha Say - Jason Derulo (Imogen Heap remix) | ] |
I have bent over and taken the arrival of Twitter in my life like an accommodating prostitute, judge me if you like, whether for my lack of self control or for the hideous analogy, but what matters is that all the cool kids have it and you can't fight with reasoning as sound as that.
It's really exciting at first, nothing beats the feeling of registering a new account in an online website, but then after you get the background and colour scheme and details all set up, the only thing left to do is wait. Which is a pretty boring activity after about the first 5 minutes, so I went and took a nap.
But all things said and done, I really miss my hair. |
|
|
