Current mood:	curious
Current music:	Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton
Entry tags:	peter pan complex

77 "STOP SITTING ON MY PILLOW!" "i'm not sitting, it's just that your pillow was under my butt."
i need a pretty headscarf, how am i supposed to go boho this spring without a nice floral headscarf

i really want my own car, i hate sitting around waiting for my dad to come or standing outside while it's raining to just flag a cab.

yeah so i posted, and then i read it, and then i got disgusted with myself so i'm putting it under a cut.



whenever i get pushed into a corner i really feel like throwing everything down and running away, and i almost always do, i'm so escapist this frightens me a little.

now, where did all these escapist tendencies come from? why am i so afraid of commitment? when have i valued personal freedom so much more over anything else?

i have a lot of sixteen-year-old questions about life, and people don't want to answer them because i'm supposed to be mature. okay so what's that supposed to mean.

i'm not ready to live with the way people around me want me to act, and not with all these responsibilites, at least not yet.

& homework is an ugly tranny URGGHH